Seriously...my life is partly ruined by the problems arising around me...Let me start off with the mastercard attachment..well...I thought I would gain lotsa experience by being in this attachment..well..I did...but...it's just too much...I've been sleeping so damn late for the past few days...and I'm like so damn freaking exhausted...I've been getting headaches when I get home....goodness...and I'm not sure if I'm doing enough as a Team Lead...'what kinda example am i showing'--> guess that's kinda true....in addition to that...I've been missing lotsa chaps in sch...damn!...oh....and 2 days ago...after we finished our shift at Suntec..we had some arguments with that dumbass security gaurd...wth man...it wasn't our fault....and now i still have got the patrol stations to cover...sigh...whatever it is...gotta close up the gap...and aquire more emails....I must win this thing...next...I don't know man..I just feel that everything's turning pretty sour around me...yes...it's rare for me to actually say this kinda stuffs here...but...yea...it's really frustrating...coz i'm sure i did'nt do anything to seriously piss anyone...well...if I really did...why not just tell me...why hide?...basically everything's just in a huge mess for the past few weeks lah...How i wish everything would go back to how it used to be months back...also...I've been thinking really hard...on whether to leave or not to leve ITE next year..if let's say my results turn out to be good....I don't know...I just wanna leave evewrything behind and start fresh again...but then...I'm still enjoying the life in ite...and it aint easy to leave all my friends behind...damn...let's just wait and see...For all the shitty stuff that has been goin on around me...there's the brighter side in my life too..ahaha...well..now..I'm..ahem ahem...ahahaha...:p....nvm....you'll know one fine day...alright...it's getting really late..see ya guys around..will update again....very soon this time around..hehe...:P
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